It's all psychological. You need to psych yourself into writing.
We've been enjoying some mini-put followed by some Rockwell's. I'm almost a regular at Rockwell's now. The owner came to say I to me and I gave him crap for their changing the Half-Price Pizza on Wednesdays from 1am to 11pm end time. I was bitter. To my astonishment, he didn't even know about it! He was as surprised as I was! Some heads rolled in the kitchen. *muahaha*
I've been pushing around idea after idea in my head recently. I have the same problem I've had all my life: Focusing on one thing and getting it done. I'm great at generating ideas, and planning stuff, but when it comes down to sitting down and working on one thing to the exclusion of other things... Well... I can't. Instead, I end up focusing on DSL.
Speaking of DSL, I've been enjoying the things I've been learning about real world politiks from the game. For those of you who don't know, I play an Elven Priestess. (Leader of the Church of Nature). She is also the Speaker (Leader) of Shalonesti (The Elven Clan). As such, she is heavily involved in the politiks of Algoron (The DSL world, consisting of 6 continents, 10 races, 8 clans, 7 kingdoms, and 12 Gods) A lot of people have asked me what I get out of the game, and these interactions have surprised me with their complexity. Sabrinaela (my character) was approached by her cousin, the King of Shalonesti (She is a member of the royal house), and by her other cousin, one of the King's closest advisors. They told her about an old, jaded Senator that had been serving in the Kingdom, in House Sha'falas (The House of defenders and protectors of Shalonesti) for several centuries. He was making himself an annoyance with his inflexibility and refusal to update himself to the ways of the younger generations. They wanted to get rid of him, but out of respect for his years and years of service, they didn't want to simply demote him and embarrass him in front of the Elven nation. So, they sought to ask Sabri to "invite" him to come and advise her in the Clan, where his "experience" and "wisdom" could continue to serve Shalonesti.
So, Sabri agreed, as she owed the King a favour, and went to speak with Da'shal (the Senator). She buttered him up and spoke of the "difficulties" taking place in the clan and how she could "really use his wisdom and experience", and more BS like that. The King and his advisor both added to the buttering, saying they would be fine without Da'shal, and that they could fine someone to replace him so that he wouldn't be leaving his responsibilities behind, etc.
The senator thought about it, and a few days later, as everyone crossed their fingers that he would take the hint and leave, he wrote a very lengthy letter to Sabri. In the letter, he told her that he had considered her "request" very carefully and determined that he could not "abandon" his responsibilities in the Kingdom. But, being the kind and responsible Elf he was, and since Sabri so "desperately" and "clearly needed his help", he would gladly advise her from the Kingdom. He told her that he thought the clan was in a terrible disarray and that Elves there no longer knew what responsibility and tradition was. He told her that she was setting a bad example by Leading the Church and the Clan and that she had her priorities messed up. He went on to suggest that he help fix her Senators and Regents and set them straight on how things should be done. He proposed to give them classes and teach them the "right" way.
Well, of course, Sabri read this and fumed. She managed to bite her tongue, and instead spoke to her cousins, and told them about the letter of "advice" she had received. They laughed and answered, "Now you see why we want to get rid of him!"
It amazes me how much this maps to real world political situations. This sort of thing constantly happens in government and royal circles around the world. It also happens in the business world with unions and other pressures. Dealing with this situation has opened my eyes to the entire world of difficult decisions leaders must make. Most of them are not black and white as the public (or Kingdom and Clan Elves) are led to believe. However, mistakes can have drastic consequences.
So, what will they do about the old, jaded Senator? Well, Sabri proposed they just chop off his head and be done with it. We'll see what happens.